Love and Pride
I got a call from where I grew up in Florida that my best friend from high school had passed away Sunday. He was the first person I ever got high with, my prom date two years in a row and my first kiss . (He was gay but he wanted to show me how to kiss well- like a man.) We used to design our own clothes and he bleached my hair white. We partied every day and on weekends danced our asses off at the gay bars in Ft. Lauderdale. It was the 80’s and I had a fake ID, plus you could always get into a gay bar with a cute guy. He was so proud of me. One of the last times we talked a few years ago I told him “I’m a dominatrix” and he said “Of course you are.” He loved what I did and felt partly responsible as we grew up wild, scaring the hell out of my parents. He went out surrounded by great friends and was extremely active up until the end, singing in a Baptist choir. I don’t know enough about what went in in the last few years of his life but from gathering bits and pieces I have no doubt he made so many people laugh, and in high school I felt like his princess. Once we went to college and he got a serious boyfriend (Yeah, not me) I stopped doing so many things we did. No more sunbathing in baby oil eating Mc Donald’s Ice cream cones, no more shoplifting, and no more crack (I only tried it once) It was time to grow up, kiss a straight guy and remember someone who stood up for the gay kids that were having a hard time in high school, or at least told them which bars to check out. I’ll miss living in the same world. I was so lucky to have him shine his light on me.
A few people have asked about the last shoot we did with Lana and the young lady she brought us. Desiree will make her debut in Back to School by then end of the year on Girl Spanks Girl and here are a few pictures. She reminds me of Laura Linney. Good looking out, Lana.
”When will my bottom be on the internet, Miss Lana?” “Not until December. Please be patient.”
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